xamz approachin....

why reading is important~!!

nowadays the trend of reading has almost gone....>people rarely even read newspapers... i love reading and i can read anything..~!their used to be a time, when people used to visit libraries and read books,novels and story books... children used to love reading storybooks even me when i was a child i remember, when i was in class 5 and 6 and 7 i had my library card and i loved visiting library everyday for story books(snow white,cindrella,beauty and the beast)all fairytales used to be my personal favourites... used to have great fun!!.....for me, reading is like a..journey for enlightment....its ummm the food to my mind and soul.... but very sadly nowadays youngsters hate reading as i recently was reading an article of some kuwaiti boys being interviewed by kuwaitimes and were telling very proudly that they hate to read arabic lesson oraly although they only have arabic as a subject to read but they still cant tolerate that period as they have to do reading ...DUH!!!how foolish nowadays kids could be...i love reading.....It increases my hunger for knowledge and my thirst to learn more........its in my blood!! deeply rooted ... (BOOKS ARE MY BESTEST FRIENDS).........kids nowadays just know typing and chating in their
computers and their cellphones..i think children should be introduced to the concept of reading at a very early age. It remains with us in different forms throughout our life........reading is very important for everyone...as they it improves vocabulary,language,writing skills, imagination and proves to be our best companion in the future..plus Reading is an activity that keeps us occupied. Reading results in the fruitful usage of time. It helps us get rid of our anxieties. It diverts our mind from boredom. and it is one of the best ways of relaxation. Reading novels or stories takes us to a new world where we forget our sorrows and fears...
maybe the reason why reading nowadays is so disliked and so not.. in the trend is that students donot get encouragement from their schools or their environment(society) i truly blame teachers the half thing!.... as they just dont know how to make students interested in useful and good things and they dont appreciate students at all...
well thank GOD i have a very encouraging sister tehmina and she has encouraged me alot in every nice thing i thought like i love imagining and she really appreciates that... and every hobby that i have like one of my favourite one is READING... i guess people should learn to appreciate and encourage others rather then waisting time on criticizing people around them!! ...

eid mubarik.....

i was just having a snack after aftari that the phone bell rang..i will get it..i ran to the phone..hey it was my friend anum she called and told me the happiest news of this month....lets begin with the call i answered:-
hello salam is amber there?
hello wasalam anum its me amber i said cheerfully how r u?
iam fine i said...
EID MUBARIK she greeted suddenly..
hhhey wait a sec... is eid tommorow?? i asked, shocked and totally unexpecting that eid would be tommorow...
yes girl it has been announced in the news..
i grinned and said with amazment KHAIR MUBARIK...
my mother was listening and she hastily grinned at me and said in excitement, kids tommorow is eid............ hold a sec i said to anum, i went to my mom and hugged her, eid mubarik we both greeted each other and exchanged wide smiles......my mother went to my siblings and told them the latest news, tomorrow is eid...everybody did believed but were not sure that it was true or not..my father ofcourse didnot believed...as he never believes anything he hears he donot believe anything untill he has not seen it with his own eyes (well good for him) ...i went back to my phone halooooooooo??annummm?ya iam here she said..... a bit of laughing
then we started our regular chat (what are u doing? how was ur day today? etc)
but something was different today in our chat and that was our EID discussion..........we chatted about what clothes we will wear? our colours and what will we do on eid... she will visit her relatives she said, while i am having guests tommorow(uncle hamid and aunty naheed)for dinner i told here ...
to be honest i havnt decided anything to wear and neither do my other sisters tahira and nida, plus v.sadly this year, like the past 4 years, me and my sisters are empty handed no HENNA!!!~~~as our elder sister is living in pakistan the HENNA EXPERT MASHALLA but what to do?.......anyways
and apparently, iam still not that excited as i should be... because my brain is still not giving me the signal of eid tommorow....... maybe i will feel it tommorow when we will get dressed...... and go to mosque at early morning, to perform eid prayers...... i hope tommorow would be a delightful and pleasant day to spend(INSHALA)!!!

my art work....

WITH OTHER CREATIVE HOBBIES I ALSO LOVE SKETCHING AND HERE IS MY ART WORK HOPE U LIKE IT!!!

it takes courage!!

a message decaded to my sister mav on her outstanding courage... :-(i dont know mav ull like it or not i could not think of much nicer words, as i dont know how to write a poem..)
it takes Courage to care about each member of the family and the struggles they face!

It takes Courage to care about friends and family at the same day.......

It takes Courage to live each day with Integrity and patience.

It takes Courage to respect others when others show little or no respect for you!

it takes courage once you recognize that life is a test and your willing to accept the everyday challenges...
STILL WORKING ON IT...
just wanna tell u that we all r proud of u n thank u 4 being so brave n strong!!
loveeeee u sis lllove u....may u get every happiness in this world that u wish 4!!

shudy i should....

thank GOD now a days iam more focused on studies , wanna get nice marks as recently i came to know that kuwaiti government pays free money for those students who gets good marks, in any university of the world...so for england i have to do this.....though i love studing.... but iam too lazy to study..... well studing and reading books are 2 opposite things....i love reading but not learning them by heart...but for england, i have to study regularly.... in past i always used to study when exams were eye blinkingly near... but now to get excellent marks in board exams i have to be regular..... wish me luck people........

my day today..

my first day of college, wasnt as good as i thought but still not that bad, as my frnd sam was their to acompany me....i did not slept whole night as i was v.exicited to go to college... college starts at 8:30 morning due to ramadan but i was wondering how my day would be... i couldn;t help thnking... and wondering about it...and then finally after trying so hard to sleep i failed.. so i decided to getup and get ready for college...as i was waking all night like an owl so i did not have to wash my face or brush my teeth..it was around 6:45, all were in a deep sleep..then very actively... i went straight to my cupboard and dressed into my uniform and kept looking in mirror how do i look after 3 months...and then i noticed that my uniform that bit tight though it use to me v.loose...i was glad atleast something is change in me..i have gained a bit of weight in these holidays...and avoiding any accesories(as i was not in moud of accesories).. my eyes focused my skin it seemed v.dry so i made my lips moisturized by putting vaseline on them.. and applied face cream on my face, then lotion on my arms (as they are exposed to sun they should be protected)....combed my hair neatly in a ponytail and then with the support of a clip i laid them upwards... wore my favourite scarf.i looked nice...but i realised something was missing what was it??and then i saw my face again and again to see what was missing? moisturizing was done, scarf was set, then what was is??ahannn i said cheerfully... my eyes! they looked very sleepy.. so i went to the dressing table and spread the MAYBELLINE pencil on them they looked big...i looked better...then i wore my socks and new shoes and then clock was ticking 7:30..( time was only 7:30 college starts at 8:30 anyways) i woke my sibblings (get up guys with a whispering tone they started in a sleepy and angry and confused expression.. time 4 school their expression changed from puzzlement to delight).. and because of the exicitment of their first day of school they were up easily, with exicited,wide smiles (which was unexpected)..usually i have to yell at them... they took half an hour
to get ready then we went down waiting for aunty to come and take us to school time was around 8:15...aunty came...i quickly went to the car waiting impatiently to go to college...i greeted them asalam alaikum(good morning)she greeted me back i did a little chit chat with her how were the holidays? and how are their kids blah blah after the 10-min of drive way we reached college...khuda hafiz(good bye) i said and entered...all the place looked empty and all the teachers at the gate staring...i quickly passed so that they do not notice me(and i hate being the attention hog)i went upstairs and the corridor walls were newly painted i could smell it ..then i was roaming and roaming and roaming i could not find my class....then i saw my classmates i saw that all of my boys classfellows were there no girls???oh my GOD thought of me being alone all day made my heartbeat stoped and my brain in tension........i didnot enter in class and keep on roaming in the corridor......and then went to the stairs hoping that any of my girl class mate may come after 7;min of waiting i saw my classfellow sehar coming seeing sehar was such a relieve...though shes not my that close friend but atleast she was my class fellow then..we hugged each other..and then she asked me that if any girl was their in the class and i said no and told her all story....then we went to the class..and were pushing each other to go 1st and finally i showed some courage and entered i could feel the stares on us but i did not looked at any one....oh sehrish my old classmate she was also not that close friend... she was sitting with a new girl..me n sehar shook hands with them.. and then then i saw my new chemistry sir he was disguisting....he saw me bitterly, as we kept talkin, avoiding his boring third class lecture...sehrish and sehar starting enjoying themselves as they are best friends but i was not really enjoying their company and wished that my girl friends would be here....i expected every minute that they would enter now they ,they would enter but sadly nothing really happened and unwillingly i have to be with them then i took some courage out of me and looked at our class boys they all were the same those stinky old nerdy ones....and no new boys....then we went downstairs and v.luckily i saw my v.good frnd sam...seeing was such a big relief..and then half of my the day went better but not as good as i thought..

my best dream...

today morning at 1:10 was my besttttttttttttttttttesttttttttttttt dream ever today morning i saw``````` ROBERT PATTISON in my dream WOHOOOOOOO.... i saw that he was in my class and in my dream he was my classmate(everything is possible in a dream) and he asked me in his soft whispering honey like voice can i talk to you for a moment? it was sooo shocking that colleges best guy is talking to me!!i bitt my lip excitedly and said cheerfully .. sure i would love to with a wide smile...... silly me i thought to my self i wish i should have shown a little attitude.. i should have said him hmm OK..every one stared...muttering... clearly they seemed jealous.....(well they should not be bothered because thats non of their business anyways) he went at the last desk and chair and said sit with me i was scared as our narrowminded teacher was their i said mmm no when she'll go because...he said alright alright just sit down..i sat next to him o my o my...then suddenly very very sadlyyy something broke my precious,bestest dream...
my mom yelled amber getup pray for jumma(friday prayer)i was so dissapointed..... i closed my eyes and wished the dream could come back..i wanted to talk to him but my bad luck..but i was not angry instead i was so happpy beacause i realised i have seen him in my dream ROBERTPATTISON i thanked GOD and said o ALLAH i want robertpattison again in my dream and from morning till now iam in a v-good moud avoiding every rubbish things my sibblings say...uhhhhhhhhhh thank u GOD love u!!

first day of college !!

summer holidays are over!!day after tommorow will be my first day of college..i can imagine how my first day will be every 1 smiling,exicited....mad to tell their stories..most of my class mates will say that holidays were boring......... as they do not go to foreign states in holidays, even not in a arab country...minority of girls will say that they enjoyed summer.. including me...i expect girls will be, seen gossipying and spying evry one, that how is this girl transformed in these holidays..lolx i am dying to meet my friends and curious to listen their stories(their own experiences)....what have they learnt in these holidays? have they learnt cooking or sewing?? and have how was their trip to foreign states and stuff like that...i wonder how this year would be?? how will i study??i hope this year there will be cute guys too... but i dont have higher expectations as in kuwait guys are so dumb and nerdy...i should'nt expect robert pattison type guys..lolx..well i will be glad to start my college life..

a day before..

yesterday was ausum !! yesterday was the day i was finally cured....we all were v.happy..had kfc...my sister nida baked a chocolate cake thank GOD this time it wasnt a disaster... then uh-oh mom cming.... iam secrtely blogging at night mom will kill me.....to be continued //

My Day DREAMS................

sometimes i wish i would be an ACTRESS~~==
i like acting...acting is an act that makes a person very expressive (though iam a very unexpressive person anyways) and a person comes to meet with alot of people....and learn how to deal with people plus you gain alot of confidence...
then sometimes i wish i would be a AIR HOSTESS~~==
i will travel around the world, stay at best 5-star hotels and can always be in sky!!!
sometimes i wish i would be a WRITER OR POET~~==
i like to be famous and i want that people should know my imagination, that will make people out of this world... and they should learn how to imagine wonderful things.....i would also write some patrotic books so that my countries people could be patroitic and come to know the value of our priceless country that came into being after so many sacrifices of people.. and write about pakistanies achievers....i would write books on nature,love,respect for women and a book to be a good person...
then i wish i would be a TV HOST~~==
like oprah winfrey.. i shall show beneficial things..that are good for others... i would research every nice thing that can benefit people.. encourage creativity, discoveries and explore the world in my show...
i wish i could cook like a SHEFF~~==
i wish i would be the best sheff of the world..people would love my cooking....
then
i wish i would be an ARTIST~~==
i would be a marvellous artist and i shall show the true beauty of art in my paintings..
then i wish i would be a SINGER~~==
a singer who can help people to be a better person and can spread positive energy and make people positive and happy....make people realize that real happiness is the happiness that comes from your soul when you make others happy..
I WISH I WOULD BE A MULTI-TALENTED PERSON!!make my name..and change this world...

first day of ramadan.2009..

today is the first day of ramadan 2009.. we all are fasting....yesterday night cound'nt sleep because of little brother jassim he disturbed everyone by jumping on every ones bed, speaking loudly and by doing every thing that can keep us awake..lol he was not feeling sleepy so he didnt let any one to sleep.. hes a very coward little boy he wants no one to sleep when he is not feeling sleepy..lol...when mom comes to check every one..we pretend to sleep because she becomes very angry if she finds us all being up on night.. especially my little sibblings.......my mother came..and we all in our sleeping positions..oh GOD every ones heart beating fast but then my brother started laughing as he always do...and we all are always caught... then mom shouted............ then every one told that mom jassim disturbed us and didnt let us sleep bla bla hahaha funny story....then we did the sehri(the food we eat before fajr prayer to keep our fast)ate parati(a bread like food) and kima(a dish from meat)all sehri we were complaing about jassim.. and jassim laughing...haha then i prayed fajr... and then i was so sleepy that i slept as quickly as my eye blinked...slept till 3:00 afternoon...right now the time is 4:45 every one is making aftari(the food we eat to break the fast after the maghrib prayer)our menu for today is golgapay,fruitchaat,burgers neggects,samosay,noodless and dahi baley... boyyy o boyyy!! feeling hungry while writing the names haha...i hate eating, but i am a patient and i was worried that how i will stay hungry the whole day...but its very easy...thank GOD fasting is not so hard for a patient like me..as i was thinking it would be.....

RAMADAN AL KAREEM..

The month of Ramadan is the ninth month in the Islamic calendar.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Muslims fast in Ramadan every year, and it is also called The month of fasting. Only those adults are required to fast who are physically able to fast. Those who are too weak or ill are not required to fast. Fasting is also not ordered for young children. People who are travelling are not to fast. They can fast at a later date to make up for the missed days of fasting.................................................... . The fast starts at the break of dawn, which is usually about 90 minutes before sun rise. The fast ends at the time of sun set. At the time of fasting the person does not eat or drink............ A fasting Muslim is expected not to speak ill of others, not to cheat or lie or commit other sins. A fasting Muslim feels very good, because it pleases Allah very much............ Muslims all over the world feel united as one people in the act of fasting. Everyone feels the same way and begins and ends the fast in the same way. People share the same experience and are nice to each other. Fasting teaches self-control as a person learns to control desires. This can help the person fight and stay away from bad habits like drugs, alcohol or smoking. The person's character also improves as the person learns in the month of Ramadan not to lie or cheat or steal. During Ramadan the family is together at the time of activities. They eat together before the break of dawn, fast together untill the sun set and break their fast together at sun set. Praying is also done together as a family.........!!!!! The fasting in Ramadan makes the person experience hunger and the person then feels more compassion for the poor and the hungry...!!!!!!!!!!!!.. God has made Ramadan a month of blessings. ..........Every good deed a person does is rewarded many times more than any other time of the year. Prophet Mohammad said that the month of Ramadan is a month of great forgiveness from Allah......... its beginning(dayz) is mercy, its middle(dayz) is forgiveness and its end(dayz) is salvation from hell fire. !! Taraweeh is a special prayer that is performed in Ramadan with Isha prayer. -...

something...

i deeply love education...and i love to observe things, though my memory is not very sharp but i like observing....plus i love discovering things....sometimes i wish of becoming famous... by discovering something the world does'nt know about ...something that can change the world...smething good.... .i dont know what?.. i just wanna do something special for the world to prove my existence...something that can make my country proud of...something that can make people positive...and something that can can spread positivity and help people...and make this world a happier and better place to live in...

i am getting too far from religion...!!!!!!!!!!!!

day by day i realise that i have gone too far...too far from religion...becoz of my laziness....i have unconciously stopped prayin.....and i have not prayed since 1 month for no reason at all....i have stopped recieting Holy Quran since months... have i been too far from religion?
from the right path? recieting Quran..praying salah,..bowing infront of GOD... felt so close to GOD...so peaceful..it just felt like a relief, from the horrable reality called Life...i badly miss it..and i want to start praying again...i want my self back.....

i hate early morning..

Some people prefer to get up early in the morning and start the day’s work. Others prefer to get up later in the day... i hateee to get up early..though i have to.... i feel so weak and lazy and totally not energitec..
i look pale in morning.. i dont like eating in morning though people say early morning is a healthy habit,its a gud start n blah blah but according to my mind of state early morning is the worst part of my day...i love night, night is the most productive time of my day...at night i feel v.energetic n fresh...my mind is busy in thinking new ideas about everything..and at night i can well concentrate on every thing like i can study at night very nicely as compared to morning..all those things like sitting on laptop,readin novels,play board games with family i love to do them at night....not morning..in simple words..... iam creative at night and lazy in morning.....

why media is so biased????

iam a regular news paper reader, and i feel v.frustated to see everyday a bad news about pakistan... always media potrays our issues and all the negative things... they never publish any thing positive about my country..and i feel very sad when they publish A PAKISTANI drug dealer has been caught and if the drug dealer belongs to their own country they will publish A man has been caught ...HUH!!...this is very unfair..i have never seen anything entertaining published about pakistan in news papers..... like our brilliant pakistani fashion designers tariq ameen,hassan sheriyaal or stunning pakistani models like humaima,vaneeza,eman ali tauba,or our amazing,talented singers like atif aslam,ali zafar,junaidjumshaid,or our pakistani pop bands like EP,jal ,call,our mind blowing poets like allama iqbal,mirza galib,faraz,no one knows anything about our extra ordinary and hardworking achievers at all...........though they have won so many awards internationally,but no body is aware of that because media does not publishes our entertaining news....and what the world knows about pakistan???? onlyy its politics.... though, i mean...... what does the media wonna prove??they just wanna give a bad impression to the world about Pakistan and people think dat pakistan is just a country of extremists and bomb blasts........................ok, i agree that there are some extremists in our country, but every country has their issues dont they? every country has some problems...dont they??? but, only the difference is that there issues are not written and described in that detail as our issues are discussed in such big paragraphs.....every place is a mixture of good and bad people its natural...there is no country with only angels and not demens..or a country with only demens but not angels!!!!!!

yesterday night!!!

yesterday night at 12:35 my elder sister went back to pakistan...it was sad...kuwait seemed missing...and one more thing happened… i was roaming in the airport with a sad feeling.. that suddenly i saw the twilight novel…. for which i was searching for months in kuwait it was very expensive though because in kuwait airport everything is expensive.. mother would kill me if i took it..should i take it or not thought to myself, yes or no...ticktock ticktock time was passing my heartbeat was getting faster and faster with each passing minute..a voice was coming inside of me that amber take it take it you wanted it so badly its your last chance but after a capable of minutes i thought no...then i saw my mother.. she was busy in waving goodbye to my sister..and taking the advantage of that moment.. i took the money from my bag gave it to cashier and secretly kept the novel in my bag..then i saw that she was still busy i secretly took the other part (the moon) also..lucky my bag was huge..i was so excited....but scared of being caught...my little sister was also with me..despite of my so much effort a few moments later i saw mother.. coming towards me she asked me did you took the novel? with an expression of anger!! i was like...OH MY GOD...and in big shock how did she came to know it she had not even seen me buying....she was like how much did it cost?? i told the price half then it was...OH MY then i came to know that she heard it when my little sister was telling my other 2 sisters..we started fighting on this....but later me and my sisters handled the dispute and explained mother that we always spend so much money on food and blah blah.. so an investment in a useful thing should not be a issue..then every thing went ok...and I am so happy that i got the thing that i wanted so badly thank you ALLAH...

why r people so myterious!!

people hurt ur feelingz dats ok!!!it happens millionz of times but i alwayz keep it to myself n l8r forget it n forgive them.. u say dem something at ur defense they get hurt.... i dont understand how to deal with them they will be happy if u remain under them...u keep compromising for them..to avoid fighting. but sometimes when u wanna have some fun.. dey become like monsters...oh man... what to do!!

Imagination is awonderful thing!!

Imagination is a wonderful thing!! Imagination for me is like wondering those beautiful aspects which give u happiness ......... like thinking u r sitting on clouds ..or thinking u r in another planet...a place where u can go far till the infinity...away from the reality n a place where dere iz no one who can stop u,n every thing is allowed to imagine.......... imagination encourages creativity and focuses the mind....With just a little imagination our dreams can really come true "Imagination is more important than knowledge, knowledge is limited but imagination encircles the world" Einstein Imagination is truly important for all of us, its a hugely powerful tool !!! no doubt its just day dreaming... but the pleasure a person gets by imagining is just different from every thing...it feels truly amazing.......................imagination links u to happiness...its the best instrument to moral goodness....Its a wonderful thing. It leads us to places and events far beyond our experience. It allows us to dream and to hope... Imagination gives a person the freedom to follow their own ideas and interests, in their own way and for their own reasons Imagination can seem like an escape from reality, provides the hope that allows us to move to a new way of livingfor me...imagination is the best thing given to us by GOD!! Without this there would be no cars, no aeroplanes or people looking for new ways to tackle Cancer, HIV and AIDS. We would have no thought of the objective beyond our existence..........!!!!

discrimination among professions...

It is really strange that in a Muslim society, barbers, drivers, tailors, waiters, people related to these professions are considered so bad and treated like filthy creatures. Although these people play an important part in our lives but in eastern part of the world neither people like to do these jobs nor they respect these people, contrarily if you notice about western societies, they give respect to each and every profession whether the person is a dishwasher or a barber.
In eastern side of the world parents have pampered their children so much, especially boys, that they do not even drink a glass of water by themselves they want someone else to give it them. It is ironical that when these same people go to western countries they do all their chores they do their laundry, wash the dishes, clean their houses all by themselves probably because in their society people don’t look down upon them. But here in eastern side men doing their own chores is considered very shameful although our religion tells and appreciates self handling. Our Prophet Muhammad (P.B.U.H) used to do all his house hold work by himself, and then what are we people to degrade these professions. People in these professions are too, working hard and earning each penny but people would go for stealing but will not prefer these professions as it is a stigma in a society and people think that the families involved in these professions have a low standard and are low in rank.
Even their children face discriminatory behaviors. No rich or so called decent family would like to get their daughter married with these professionals. Although none of us can imagine our life without a hairstylist, driver, barber or a tailor.
We can never judge any one on the basis of their professions and its time that we realize that they deserve a humanly place in the world of GOD.