a day before..

yesterday was ausum !! yesterday was the day i was finally cured....we all were v.happy..had kfc...my sister nida baked a chocolate cake thank GOD this time it wasnt a disaster... then uh-oh mom cming.... iam secrtely blogging at night mom will kill me.....to be continued //

My Day DREAMS................

sometimes i wish i would be an ACTRESS~~==
i like acting...acting is an act that makes a person very expressive (though iam a very unexpressive person anyways) and a person comes to meet with alot of people....and learn how to deal with people plus you gain alot of confidence...
then sometimes i wish i would be a AIR HOSTESS~~==
i will travel around the world, stay at best 5-star hotels and can always be in sky!!!
sometimes i wish i would be a WRITER OR POET~~==
i like to be famous and i want that people should know my imagination, that will make people out of this world... and they should learn how to imagine wonderful things.....i would also write some patrotic books so that my countries people could be patroitic and come to know the value of our priceless country that came into being after so many sacrifices of people.. and write about pakistanies achievers....i would write books on nature,love,respect for women and a book to be a good person...
then i wish i would be a TV HOST~~==
like oprah winfrey.. i shall show beneficial things..that are good for others... i would research every nice thing that can benefit people.. encourage creativity, discoveries and explore the world in my show...
i wish i could cook like a SHEFF~~==
i wish i would be the best sheff of the world..people would love my cooking....
then
i wish i would be an ARTIST~~==
i would be a marvellous artist and i shall show the true beauty of art in my paintings..
then i wish i would be a SINGER~~==
a singer who can help people to be a better person and can spread positive energy and make people positive and happy....make people realize that real happiness is the happiness that comes from your soul when you make others happy..
I WISH I WOULD BE A MULTI-TALENTED PERSON!!make my name..and change this world...

first day of ramadan.2009..

today is the first day of ramadan 2009.. we all are fasting....yesterday night cound'nt sleep because of little brother jassim he disturbed everyone by jumping on every ones bed, speaking loudly and by doing every thing that can keep us awake..lol he was not feeling sleepy so he didnt let any one to sleep.. hes a very coward little boy he wants no one to sleep when he is not feeling sleepy..lol...when mom comes to check every one..we pretend to sleep because she becomes very angry if she finds us all being up on night.. especially my little sibblings.......my mother came..and we all in our sleeping positions..oh GOD every ones heart beating fast but then my brother started laughing as he always do...and we all are always caught... then mom shouted............ then every one told that mom jassim disturbed us and didnt let us sleep bla bla hahaha funny story....then we did the sehri(the food we eat before fajr prayer to keep our fast)ate parati(a bread like food) and kima(a dish from meat)all sehri we were complaing about jassim.. and jassim laughing...haha then i prayed fajr... and then i was so sleepy that i slept as quickly as my eye blinked...slept till 3:00 afternoon...right now the time is 4:45 every one is making aftari(the food we eat to break the fast after the maghrib prayer)our menu for today is golgapay,fruitchaat,burgers neggects,samosay,noodless and dahi baley... boyyy o boyyy!! feeling hungry while writing the names haha...i hate eating, but i am a patient and i was worried that how i will stay hungry the whole day...but its very easy...thank GOD fasting is not so hard for a patient like me..as i was thinking it would be.....

RAMADAN AL KAREEM..

The month of Ramadan is the ninth month in the Islamic calendar.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Muslims fast in Ramadan every year, and it is also called The month of fasting. Only those adults are required to fast who are physically able to fast. Those who are too weak or ill are not required to fast. Fasting is also not ordered for young children. People who are travelling are not to fast. They can fast at a later date to make up for the missed days of fasting.................................................... . The fast starts at the break of dawn, which is usually about 90 minutes before sun rise. The fast ends at the time of sun set. At the time of fasting the person does not eat or drink............ A fasting Muslim is expected not to speak ill of others, not to cheat or lie or commit other sins. A fasting Muslim feels very good, because it pleases Allah very much............ Muslims all over the world feel united as one people in the act of fasting. Everyone feels the same way and begins and ends the fast in the same way. People share the same experience and are nice to each other. Fasting teaches self-control as a person learns to control desires. This can help the person fight and stay away from bad habits like drugs, alcohol or smoking. The person's character also improves as the person learns in the month of Ramadan not to lie or cheat or steal. During Ramadan the family is together at the time of activities. They eat together before the break of dawn, fast together untill the sun set and break their fast together at sun set. Praying is also done together as a family.........!!!!! The fasting in Ramadan makes the person experience hunger and the person then feels more compassion for the poor and the hungry...!!!!!!!!!!!!.. God has made Ramadan a month of blessings. ..........Every good deed a person does is rewarded many times more than any other time of the year. Prophet Mohammad said that the month of Ramadan is a month of great forgiveness from Allah......... its beginning(dayz) is mercy, its middle(dayz) is forgiveness and its end(dayz) is salvation from hell fire. !! Taraweeh is a special prayer that is performed in Ramadan with Isha prayer. -...

something...

i deeply love education...and i love to observe things, though my memory is not very sharp but i like observing....plus i love discovering things....sometimes i wish of becoming famous... by discovering something the world does'nt know about ...something that can change the world...smething good.... .i dont know what?.. i just wanna do something special for the world to prove my existence...something that can make my country proud of...something that can make people positive...and something that can can spread positivity and help people...and make this world a happier and better place to live in...

i am getting too far from religion...!!!!!!!!!!!!

day by day i realise that i have gone too far...too far from religion...becoz of my laziness....i have unconciously stopped prayin.....and i have not prayed since 1 month for no reason at all....i have stopped recieting Holy Quran since months... have i been too far from religion?
from the right path? recieting Quran..praying salah,..bowing infront of GOD... felt so close to GOD...so peaceful..it just felt like a relief, from the horrable reality called Life...i badly miss it..and i want to start praying again...i want my self back.....

i hate early morning..

Some people prefer to get up early in the morning and start the day’s work. Others prefer to get up later in the day... i hateee to get up early..though i have to.... i feel so weak and lazy and totally not energitec..
i look pale in morning.. i dont like eating in morning though people say early morning is a healthy habit,its a gud start n blah blah but according to my mind of state early morning is the worst part of my day...i love night, night is the most productive time of my day...at night i feel v.energetic n fresh...my mind is busy in thinking new ideas about everything..and at night i can well concentrate on every thing like i can study at night very nicely as compared to morning..all those things like sitting on laptop,readin novels,play board games with family i love to do them at night....not morning..in simple words..... iam creative at night and lazy in morning.....

why media is so biased????

iam a regular news paper reader, and i feel v.frustated to see everyday a bad news about pakistan... always media potrays our issues and all the negative things... they never publish any thing positive about my country..and i feel very sad when they publish A PAKISTANI drug dealer has been caught and if the drug dealer belongs to their own country they will publish A man has been caught ...HUH!!...this is very unfair..i have never seen anything entertaining published about pakistan in news papers..... like our brilliant pakistani fashion designers tariq ameen,hassan sheriyaal or stunning pakistani models like humaima,vaneeza,eman ali tauba,or our amazing,talented singers like atif aslam,ali zafar,junaidjumshaid,or our pakistani pop bands like EP,jal ,call,our mind blowing poets like allama iqbal,mirza galib,faraz,no one knows anything about our extra ordinary and hardworking achievers at all...........though they have won so many awards internationally,but no body is aware of that because media does not publishes our entertaining news....and what the world knows about pakistan???? onlyy its politics.... though, i mean...... what does the media wonna prove??they just wanna give a bad impression to the world about Pakistan and people think dat pakistan is just a country of extremists and bomb blasts........................ok, i agree that there are some extremists in our country, but every country has their issues dont they? every country has some problems...dont they??? but, only the difference is that there issues are not written and described in that detail as our issues are discussed in such big paragraphs.....every place is a mixture of good and bad people its natural...there is no country with only angels and not demens..or a country with only demens but not angels!!!!!!

yesterday night!!!

yesterday night at 12:35 my elder sister went back to pakistan...it was sad...kuwait seemed missing...and one more thing happened… i was roaming in the airport with a sad feeling.. that suddenly i saw the twilight novel…. for which i was searching for months in kuwait it was very expensive though because in kuwait airport everything is expensive.. mother would kill me if i took it..should i take it or not thought to myself, yes or no...ticktock ticktock time was passing my heartbeat was getting faster and faster with each passing minute..a voice was coming inside of me that amber take it take it you wanted it so badly its your last chance but after a capable of minutes i thought no...then i saw my mother.. she was busy in waving goodbye to my sister..and taking the advantage of that moment.. i took the money from my bag gave it to cashier and secretly kept the novel in my bag..then i saw that she was still busy i secretly took the other part (the moon) also..lucky my bag was huge..i was so excited....but scared of being caught...my little sister was also with me..despite of my so much effort a few moments later i saw mother.. coming towards me she asked me did you took the novel? with an expression of anger!! i was like...OH MY GOD...and in big shock how did she came to know it she had not even seen me buying....she was like how much did it cost?? i told the price half then it was...OH MY then i came to know that she heard it when my little sister was telling my other 2 sisters..we started fighting on this....but later me and my sisters handled the dispute and explained mother that we always spend so much money on food and blah blah.. so an investment in a useful thing should not be a issue..then every thing went ok...and I am so happy that i got the thing that i wanted so badly thank you ALLAH...