FACEBOOKING..

yes ..nowadays that's my current BUSY routine..(FACEBOOKING) HUH facebook is my FIRST PRIORITY...and i am so hooked up ...so addicted 2 facbook..its a very bad thing using fbk 24/7 and not studing at all....

FACEBOOK seems something magical so bloody addicting...ruling our time..and ruling us..

I WANNA BE A BOY...hahahha

their are times when ,i am like O GOD whYYY GIRL? WHY NOT BOY?I WANT TO BE A BOY.. boys are so lucky in many ways and i keep wishing o GOD why boys are so physically strong? why do they play with girls..like they keep breaking hearts of poor innocent girls just for there time pass... why have they got all the freedom ? why do they fight like an animal?why are they so sick? . but after too much thinking and observing how there nature is....my opinion kinda changed and now i am like.... thank GOD i am a girl..
if we observe the BOY'S WORLD~~ so i come to a conclution that 70% of boy's talk,think and joke about GIRLS..girls girls and girls yes sir...clearly girls....and the very limited of part of their lives in which they get distracted from girls are.. games..how boring eh?? i mean ..we girls have so much to talk and think about...fashion,accesories,make-up,dresses and BOYS only have two topics GIRLS and GAMES and if they dont have any one of them.. they just start fighting with each other for no reason at all ..i mean these are the activities left for them to pass their time hahahha that's their entertaiment huh!! boys are players that is a known fact but we girls just need to play themback.. huh so Cheap but unfortunately attractive..

hmm...

the time is 2:12 (night) and i am facebooking,blogging and twitting at the same time..hving snacks(which were luckily given to me by my brother) so my CURRENT STATE?..feeling lazy..hungry and thirsty as well..ughhhhhhhhhhh..i m
.to lazy to get up....tommorw would be chand raat(the day before eid)..house is messed up (just like my life)...mom's sleeping dad,jassim and nida are gone to mosque for qayaam(special night prayers) and me ms.sinful,lazy,crazy lady is sittiing
browsing..and wasting her precious time..
(sighh)

frustated..

uh..what problems should i start mentioning first? my country Pakistan's problems?? my family problems? ?or my inner problems??

life sometimes makes me soo frustated..and at a level i really wish some one shoots me right in my head..

sadly, my mental level is getting so unstable day by day..even though their many things i enjoy doing ..i talk to my sister's late night and cnt stop laughing but my mind keeps yelling that you are a loser..you have got so many problems in your life and you are so not blessed,i keep thinking how bad future i will have because iam such a bad person..their are many things that GOD has blessed me with but the family problems really targets my peace of mind..i am becoming a stronger victim of depression day by day....i become angry at the slightest things..i sometimes yell alot..i am very frustated from life at this current time.. i wish to change back to the good old smily, laughing amber once again :s..

SKY! (MY PHOTOGRAPHY)LOCATION:ISLAMABAD,PAKISTAN

these are the pictures i recently(this july) took in PAKISTAN...

TO SHOW EVERY BODY HOW BEAUTIFUL PAKISTAN IS MASHALLA :)

besides i love sky..it used to change its colours every day in pakistan...i love THE SKY.. and it used to very,very beautiful in PAKISTAN so i want to share my personal heaven you with every one... enjoy and explore the PAKISTANI SKY WITH AMBER JAVED :D

MY YEAR 2010 :)

my favourite quotes ...

've learned...It's not tht you have lost friends...it's just NOW you know HOW your real friends are...

i time come when you have to

make a choice between what is right and what is easy

The truth is a beautiful and terrible thing, and should therefore
be treated with caution.

You don't love something unless you're afraid to lose it. You don't love breathing.

People don't realize they were making memories; they just thought we were having fun

Everything is magic until it becomes routine.

Because the truth is, it doesn't really matter who you used to be. It's all about who you've become.

MY CONNECTION WITH MY ALLAH

my world is falling apart,
when there is no light to break up the dark
That's when I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can't find my way home anymore
That's when I look at you
When I look at you
I see forgiveness, I see the truth
You love me for who I am like the stars
hold the moon
Right there where they belong and I know
I'm not alone (Yeah)
When my world is falling apart,
when there is no light to break up the dark
That's when I look at you

PAKISTAN FASHION WEEK 2009-2010

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