frustated..

uh..what problems should i start mentioning first? my country Pakistan's problems?? my family problems? ?or my inner problems??

life sometimes makes me soo frustated..and at a level i really wish some one shoots me right in my head..

sadly, my mental level is getting so unstable day by day..even though their many things i enjoy doing ..i talk to my sister's late night and cnt stop laughing but my mind keeps yelling that you are a loser..you have got so many problems in your life and you are so not blessed,i keep thinking how bad future i will have because iam such a bad person..their are many things that GOD has blessed me with but the family problems really targets my peace of mind..i am becoming a stronger victim of depression day by day....i become angry at the slightest things..i sometimes yell alot..i am very frustated from life at this current time.. i wish to change back to the good old smily, laughing amber once again :s..

SKY! (MY PHOTOGRAPHY)LOCATION:ISLAMABAD,PAKISTAN

these are the pictures i recently(this july) took in PAKISTAN...

TO SHOW EVERY BODY HOW BEAUTIFUL PAKISTAN IS MASHALLA :)

besides i love sky..it used to change its colours every day in pakistan...i love THE SKY.. and it used to very,very beautiful in PAKISTAN so i want to share my personal heaven you with every one... enjoy and explore the PAKISTANI SKY WITH AMBER JAVED :D

MY YEAR 2010 :)

my favourite quotes ...

've learned...It's not tht you have lost friends...it's just NOW you know HOW your real friends are...

i time come when you have to

make a choice between what is right and what is easy

The truth is a beautiful and terrible thing, and should therefore
be treated with caution.

You don't love something unless you're afraid to lose it. You don't love breathing.

People don't realize they were making memories; they just thought we were having fun

Everything is magic until it becomes routine.

Because the truth is, it doesn't really matter who you used to be. It's all about who you've become.