as every1 knows...sometimes we dont values things until they are gone..same is the case nowadays with me ..i have started feeling v.lonely~ home seems v.dark ,empty, quiet and i feel sad and as if i am half dead..i miss them badly .. my mother ,my sister nida my baby sister aliza and my one and only cutie brother jassim are gone 2 pakistan for two months (i had to stay with my father and two sisters becoz of my practicals)...i miss my mother's yelling ...(al though it used to be a mental torture when she used to yell but thats the thing which really reminds me of her because she used to yell everyday) i miss how she used to help me when ever i needed her(although she used to get really pissed off because we(all siblings) never used to do our chores and she alone did the whole household work ).. i miss how she cared and loved me unconditionally..i miss nida's madness and how she used to get happy when i used to tease her wih the guy she likes..i miss jassim's sweetness and getting angry on small things.. fighting and then apologizing until i said its ok :)
.. i miss my baby sister aliza... her innocence her cute angel smile and i miss hugging her i miss her innocent voice.. mss hw she uses to tell hr boring stories bout her school with great excitement,action and laughter ) ..( iam v.expressive with her and i used 2 4get my all problems, all tensiona all frustation even my final papers around her) i miss how she used to be scared when i scared her with spider man........i feel uncomplete...i want my house noisy and complete :(
my happiness is gone with them...
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